Things I've Learned.

I'm not that old and according to my grades this semester I'm getting less smart each year, but I have learned a lot this semester. For me, this semester has been rough. Real rough. I had to deal with many things I did not in any way want to, but that's life for ya.  I sometimes wonder why life is so hard.  I'll never know the answer to that, or at least not right now. As I sit in my empty room without my room mate who I dearly miss, I look back on this year and wonder why I didn't love it each and every minute.  I'm growing up, but I spend half my time wishing I didn't have to deal with stuff instead of loving every minute.  I'm only a college student, but college students have done great things in our country's history.  I only wonder why I look at my life and see my failures?  I don't see the things I've done this semester that have been great, I just look at the test grade that didn't turn out in my favor or the ice-cream that has slowly increased my waistline.  I can do whatever it is I want to do.  And right now, I want to be the best I can be.  But good-God, I am so out of steam.  This semester has sucked me dry, and I have learned that I will never EVER again procrastinate.  This year it really got the better of me, and I don't like it one bit. But at least I learned something!  I also learned I have too much stuff. TOO. MUCH. My car is packed to the limit.  Nothing more can fit in there.  Nothing more.  I pray the Lord to watch over me while I drive back home with only one visible mirror, if my mom knew I'd be doing this she's wring my neck.  Of course she could have come down to pack me up instead of leaving me to deal with it like an adult.  I haven't become an adult yet and I don't plan to anytime soon. I'm a young lady, YOUNG being the key word.  But I can only go up, because I've hit my all-time low.  And since gas is at almost $4.00, I don't see myself getting anymore steam anytime soon...oops.